I am trying to accept the fact that I will be 50 soon. Well in 2 years, 1 month and 6 days to be exact. I am not ready. I am still anxious about turning 40.
Now for what I am most upset about. My weight is the highest ever. Not even pregnant did I ever weigh this. I will say that the past two years I've had a shoulder surgery and a back surgery but that doesn't mean that I haven't had enough time to take it off.
This past weekend my hubby tried some pants on and they were all too small. I was actually kinda happy. I know, that is so bad. But he doesn't look like he has gained any weight and no one believes he has. Brat. So now we are on our way to getting back to our old selves.
First step, 17 day diet. Tomorrow is day 1. I realize it is close to the holidays, especially Thanksgiving but the kids are all unsure if they are coming and I just don't want to wait another day.
I need to make it to my goal weight of 135. Let's just say it is gonna be tough.
Stay tuned for pix.
